Saturday, January 14, 2006 12:31 AM
so fast, half the month is gone. later having band practice. today didn't sleep much except during class, but only for a while. hahas. too boring liao, so too bad. and i told myself, next time need to bring something that i like to school to do, so that when the lessons are boring, i can take it out and do. wells, the thing i enjoyed most is of course my HANDPHONE. lols. how i wished i can sms somebody in class, so that i will not be that tired. but this is totally impossible bahs.

thanks for making me happy FOR THE FIRST PART OF THE DAY, after which, YOU spoil my mood again. i was shocked when i receive the message. and for the do not know how many times, i feared that i will never receive it again. so i was like starring at my handphone. and each time it vibrate. i will be like, PHEW! now, you said you will not even talk to me online. sigh. do you really have to do this? on my way walking from school to MRT station, many things pass my mind. of which, it includes the other person. no matter how much you want to push me to the other person, i just want to let you know,don't treat me as something to be passed around. i have my own decisions, no matter whether i will regret it or not. and my care for you will never die. because, you are still someone special in my heart confused and not knowing what to do, but just know that i will have to cling on you for as long as i'm alive. i will not want to let you go.

WAH!! bully me. don't tell me what you want. sigh. no voice liao, still want to shout. really got to take care of yourself arhs. i'm worried. study hard. :)

going to watch television soon. hope i do not fall asleep half way. if not i might get scolded. lols. got lots of things to be done, but somehow, i still do not know where to start. sobs.